The worst two days of my life...

August 10th and 11th. I won't go into exactly what made them the worst; it's kind of private, but I can definately say those two days hurt me far more than any other day I've been alive.

Luckily things are starting to get better now, but I would say I'm still not a very happy person. Indeed, I suspect it will be a long while before I can be happy again. It's the reason for my current title. "Ashita Eno Yuuki" means "From tomorrow there is hope." Or so I'm told.

In any case, there's no need to worry about me, it's mostly passed now, all that's left from here is to leave behind the last of the pain and move on. I want to extend my thanks once again to Kagome's Arrow.

She was there when I needed her, and proved to me that the trust I place in all of my friends was not in vain. She was there, as a friend, as a listening ear, and as just a shoulder to cry on. Words alone can't express how grateful I am to her for what she's done. I'm glad... no, proud to consider her my friend.

And lastly, I'd like to apologize once more to the person this concerns, whether they see this or no. That person knows who they are, and I want to express my deepest regrets to that person. I will be haunted by my mistakes for many a day, even though you have told me you've forgiven me. And I'm sure that this journal entry will make you uncomfortable if you read it, and I can only say that I felt as though I had to say this, somewhere, and I'm sorry if it makes you feel bad. It wasn't your fault in any way, but mine.

 

Man...I suck at compation-like words (and spelling too! Another one of my great qualities ^^) But don't blame yourself for bad things that happen (Even though I don't know what you're talking about XD) But try to look at the good side of things, move on, and be happy. Whatever happened, happened because it was meant to happen (Strike three on "Happened"! oO) Just kick back, and enjoy life!

 

Somtimes life can't be enjoyable Sieshin Life has its ups and downs kinda like yin and yang light and dark and other crap like that like mmm and bleh..okay now im just being stupid. Shin im glad that you got some people you can trust in this world i know trust to most people is nothing but jsut a word but to the few its more important than well..almost anything. I will be here for ya my friend just send me a pm or somthing i always want to help a friend out when i can.

 

i stink at saying stuff that consurns this stuff (yeah, and spelling too. lol) like Seishin kinda said i think, the sun will come out tommorow. .....i like to sing that song when i'm sad or whatever. .....the sun will come out, tommorow. bet your bottom dollar that tommorow....there'll be sun. ^_^ cheer up pal! don't blame it on yourself.