This day is gonna suck.

Last night I over dose on some pain killers for my cramps and they were like 500mg each. Anyways I couldn't handle this pain so I took 4 of them at the same time, but which your suppose to take only 2 every 6 hours. I was talking to my love last night and after I got off with him, I went to sleep because I was still in pain. I woke up in the middle of the night with my heart beating super fast and my eyes were messed up and uncontrolble almost like I was dizzy but I was laying down, and all I can feel was fear and the fear just sucked bad. My sister in law went in my room and brought my kitty with her, so every time she wants me to wake up she just gose on my bed and jumps like a little girl, but dang I was still tired from last night, so I woke up because she told me she had a bad dream, and she told me about it. after that I got up fixed my bed and clean, vacum the house, and now I'm here being bored out of my mind with no one to talk to, I need new friends but that I can carry a convo with and that know how to take a joke and not get all butt-hurt about stupid things, but I guess people now and days are serious are things and well, they can't laugh their asses off for once. oh well, I cant exspect for everyone to be like that......this day is really gonna suck since my freak-a-leak is not here...*Sighs*