Thoroughly head-****ed

(Cold and Cloudy)

Its finally friday and i finally get to go home. This is a great relief to me as this week i feel completly drained of mental energy to the point where i'm just going home to crash. I'm not sure why, but i really don't think that last night helped. I don't feel as though i'm being respected by some people that i used to be. I think my low self-esteme is begining to show through, and i'm not sure wheather people are just joking around or are aware of it and taking advantage of it. I really just want to go home and crash and recharge by not doing anything for the whole weekend. I just want to go home and watch some anime and play my DS, cause at the moment i feel thoroughly head-fucked. I just can't sit down and do the research that i know i need to do if i'm going to get anywhere in class. I'm afraid that my grades will suffer if i don't get the lead out... but i don't want too.
I don't know why i ever feel this way, i was fine up until about lunchtime yesterday, then i just seemed to fall into a really pissy mood. So far i've managed to avoid taking it out on my friends, i think i'll make it to the end of the day without doing so, but i have to go to a networking socal night tonight, hopefully things won't be to stressed, since there are probably going to be very few that i know going.

Brian