........*twitch*..........

I dont weather to just give up and die, or keep moving on it just to flipen werid for me, my step-da being a pirk. and mum just is her self only worse i fill like cring right now, i think mike cheated on me, a friend told me and i didnt belive her and well that got big. seeing is i got suckerd pucnk in the face and the "demon" in me came out and slamed the guys face in the locker....broke tha locker.
i just cant take it i fill like the song im humming to ive got it blaring in my ears but yet i still her there voice's. plaing with my head telling me things that hurt, *sighs* i miss dan but im with mike so i should be happy right...wrong i know htis ant going to see any ones eyes so ill say it. i hate that all he dose is have ruff angry sex i wont gental and loving sex i just cant take it any more.
and i dont have any one i can tell this to, ive had major cramps and the headachs are coming back, ive fainted 4 times this week...and that can be good. i iwhs to tell my pack sis but i can't ive got to keep my distances from them so they dont get hurt and picked off like my other pack family. ive got to 12 funerials this month, and i dont need to go to any more. ive been cring so much i cant even cry right now*sigh* i htink ill just fall back in to my cave and be along for a while maybe i can get over what i have and every thing will be better.....or worse.

 

The head aches and the fainting could all be stress related, it might be worth while getting yourself checked in with a doctor just to give you a look over.

If you don't like things with your bf then talk to him and tell him that you want to change a few things, if he loves you he'll understand, if he doesn't then dump him. If you find out he is cheating, dump him anyway.

 

*twitches back* boy. Dump him for me. Just kidding. Seriously, I hate it when these people take me so frickin seriously. Umm well. Dump his ass. More fun for you anyway.