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On the outside,
I am an ordinary girl with pretty eyes and perfect hair.
I have almost the right words to say,
I am quiet everywhere.

On the inside is where my fears come alive.
I have a dark past, a wandering pair f eyes haunting me wherever I go.
I have no trust.
My worries overcome all.
I have my faults.
I am no longer beautiful.

Wherever I go, whatever I do, it does not matter.
I look to the world and everything seems to be the same.

You can judge me all you want,
criticize me as many times as you would like.

I have built a wall around with crystal clear windows.
They will twinkle like the midnight stars without any purpose.

Break my eyes to know the truth behind my every actions.

But please, will you promise me that nothing else will change?