username..4 you Nightmare

My name is now *Hazel* EVERYONE HACKER IS MY FRIEND!!! a real good freind..Me and Nightmare..are having probs..everyone read the pic thread...how can you feel after YOUR bf rights something like that...I lurve ya Nightmare..I have the worst temper..I just can't stand it...I just hate myself for some things I do and say..
I am
I couldn't stand to look at myself in the mirror
Because my world looked a whole lot clearer
Not knowing how I am
I can't stand knowing..that I can't change
That I can't be someone to help you
That I just cause you pain
I hate being this person that can't do anything right
THat keeps you mad at me all day
and makes you have nightmares at night..
I just want to be different...for once
and not be this person I am