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Well today was wickey awesome. I kinda got hurt a lil with some bottle rockets. But iz ok. I guess that's pretty much all I did, just played with fireworks. Well something BIG happened today. Really BIG. Im so happy. I
dunno how to take this kinda stuff. I mean mabye I just dunno what to say. Im real happy, cuz I know something may come up soon and this is perfect place for it to happen it. When I get this all sorted out,, I'll tell all of you everything ^_^(smiles!!)

Everyone always asks me( Tiffany tell me what happened actually when your daddy died..so hears the story)

Okay it was I believe Friday morning. I had woke up at 4:00 to go on at trip with my church group to Six Flags. I had the biggest crush on a guy named Bryan. He was so sexy to me then. I'd do anything for his attention at that point. So I got there and sat down next to him and talked about music..I was so red because I was real shy back then. Now im wild than anyone. We got on the bus together and sat next to each other. The whole day was filled with nuthing but laughter and jokes. He kissed me and everything.. I had left my cell on the bus, and my dad was in the hospital..And I knew that. Well it was all over and we got on the bus again. and my cell had 7 missed calls, so my sis Tawnya called my mom back.. and then she just dropped the phone and started screaming. I knew it before she even told me. I just sat there. My heart just pulled apart thinking of the pain it must've been for him. And Bryan looked at me and tried to cool me off, cuz I was getting really hot and my chest was KILLING me.. I just sat there didn't cry or anything. When I got home my mom told me he had died that morning at 9:00.. The whole day I was gone and he was dead..all that time..I hate that fact that I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE..The first day of school. We buried him. I missed the whole day. I had never been so hurt. MY cousins came and hugged me and told me I didn't have to be strong for anyone.. but I could never tell them that I wasn't.. I was trying to be stong for myself.. Mike came. He came. And thats what got us close. And then me and Bryan starting going out..and thats how it ended my whole sad story and memories of his death.. I should have been there. But I wasn't. I love my dad very much and I miss him. This is the first holidays without him

ALWAYS REMEMBER August 9, 2004.. forever. Rest in peace Kenneth Micheal Henry

-FOAL