Recreation when you're alone...

cut myself off from the uncaring cruel world and cry like itll save my life. while playing *at the drive in* or even more depression 80s synth*pop ballids full blast.. reflecting on everything that went wrong.. anyhow i couldnt help it.. and how no one helped me.. i cry itll its dark and im too tired to turn the lights on and my head hurts too much to leave the house.. and i draw.. alone by my window.. and then attempt to sleep... and if the sun comes up the wrong way.. repeat the next day..
i dont try to escape it, its as good release.. im not afraid of my emotions.. i dont want to become a emotionless blob.. so i cry. i laugh. i scream. i smile..
hm.. ive said it before.. depression is a beautiful muse.. or so ive been complimented..

*heart* rei

 

When I'm alone I listen or write music. No offense Kame but not everyone is like that.

 

Hey Cosmo.. CAN YOU TAKE A JOKE.. I guess not..

Anyway When Im alone what i normaly end up doing is reading a book. or contimplating the meaning of life.. or what i mostly do.. just listen to the world around me...

KaMe

 

Kame calm down. I can take a joke. I was only playin with ya. I wasn't being mean. But in saying that I'm not like that. No hating here!!!
Cosmos

 

Well, seeing as I prety much never don't feel alone, the question is a bit hard for me to answer. I just go about my buisness regardless. What else can one do?