Who I am

Im drowning in a guilt bed,I thought i'd never see
I keep on fighting against it
But my consience won't let me free
I can't make myself change or to be for once real
I can't just be another person
I can't change the way I feel
I'm sorry for the mistakes and the people who have seen my rage
I can't keep it away anymore
This hatred isn't a faze
I just have to get my anger out
And not keep it in
But when you try to screw with me
I commit the worst sin
I can sleep at night knowing everyone hates me like they do
They can't help me release myself
Or understand what i'm going through