Xmas Eve -KoRny/ DeaLer- Pity me in the end

Its pretty rough, mom let me get on the comp finally. Its about to be time for me to sleep, i made up this little plan when im to sleep. and this is about..hmmm i finally talk to Vanessa. Tell off Kaiyon. Tell Seishin how cool he is...and told Genny that i told Him off FOR him. gaw im such a butthole.

dont even ask about the title, only people who know my MSN know what that means

Souvenior: KoRn
I never knew what i was gonna be
somebody saw what i couldnt see
and it did me up now
I never thought i could be worthy of
lovin under the sky above
don't let the wondeful
why does everybody have to fit in
you should feel comfortable in the skin
just like me i am the
souvenir of sadness
melting to the madness
hands where you can feel this
anyone who has this...
stand up! nobody's dyinin to save you
speak up! nobody's waiting to see you
wake up! nobody's trying to play you
let me make it then you'll have this
back up! nobody to destroy you
now this! nobody else to be this hard
go this! whatever's wrong with your head
love is my souvenir of sadness

they never knew what i was gonna say
punch me and kick me and drown away
now you know you are so
now look at me what do you have to say
never give up for you anyway
you know who you are so
now look at me what do you have to say
never give up for you anyway
happy child look at that

souvenir of sadness
melting to the madness
hands where you can feel this
anyone who has this...

stand up! nobody's dryin to save you
speak up! nobody's waiting to see you
wake up! nobody's trying to play you
let me make it then you'll have this
back up! nobody to destroy you
now this! nobody else to be this hard
go this! whatever's wrong with your head
love is my souvenir of sadness

souvenir of sadness
melting to the madness
hands where you can feel this
anyone who has this...

stand up! nobody's dryin to save you
speak up! nobody's waiting to see you
wake up! nobody's trying to play you
let me make it then you'll have this
back up! nobody to destroy you
now this! nobody else to be this hard
go this! whatever's wrong with your head
love is my souvenir of sadness

 

what and I don't get anything. wahhh why not a curse word